28/08/07
Went out with Rachel and Miao ling, I had a great day with both of them, I love them. I had a great chat with Miao that day, I felt much better. It’s been a long time since I can pour every thing out.

29/08/07
Went for a swim with dear, and had dinner. Feeling so great to swim and also together with dear.

30/08/07
In the morning, Miao and I went to the stadium to run. Due to some circumstances, we only managed to run for 3 rounds. After running, we waited for the rain to stop and headed home to bath. Went to meet denniz and had late lunch with him. I had a great day with denniz and Miao.
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I felt that I am so far apart from you all. I felt so sad when I think of the past. If I can blame someone for the consequence now, I will blame myself. I really do not know what I had done that result now. Can we still go back to the past? I still felt that there is a ‘glass’ between us. I believe I am not thinking too much, it is so obvious. I had been thinking of the friendship anywhere and anytime. I really treasure .. .. .. ..

I want our friendship to be strong. I hope that the trip will stronger our friendship. It takes two hands to clap. I’m really emo right now. Let me be ba..

~~lailai , yanyan love youuuu~~

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
ONE- No friends will leave me.
TWO- Be happy always with my loved ones and family (:
THREE- To get a beautiful GPA till year 3.
FOUR- To slim down
FIVE- Change myself.

Answer the following questions.

1.(the person who tag you is ...) Xue Ying
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) my year2 sem1 classmate( one of the good good friend in e25j)
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) cool, dark, unfriendly??( first impression ONLY), good to talk to, funny in someway??.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) mmm..actually accompanied me to get a top???? Ahha.
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) aiya, dun think too much..
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) I think there wouldn’t be much different from my current wan. ( but there is still diff la) haha.
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) be more sensitive !!
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) try my best to overcome it and be good friend again.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) she do not want be to be her friend anymore. : (
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) keep in contact with me!!! and not forget me. after we change class.
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) 80% good good friend. : ) I like talking to her.
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) a emo girl? Im’ strong..
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) I care for friends and I will always be there for anyone when they need me.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) being emo and easier get hurt my friends.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) MYSELF..
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..) Only to those care and like me, I love them too hmmmm I love them too.. and be there with me always , can ?? : )
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1.Denniz
2. dina
3 Spence( though I know he wouldn’t be interested to do) jus write lo. Haha..
4. Xue ying
5. Farhan
6. Andrea
7. cheryl
8. Marrisa
9. Miao
10. Shu ting
11.(who is no.6 having relationship with?) no one??
12.(Is no.9 a male or female?) FEMALE
13.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) nope. Cause they duno each other. Ahhaa.
14.(How about no.8 and 5?) erm.. not a bad idea. I will intro them to each other one day? Ahaha..: )
15.(What is no.2 studying about?) sports and leisure management.
16.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) today . 512pm we start to chat ..till 610pm. When he board the bus to go work.
17.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) o.O not very sure.? malay and eng song?
18.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) shit.. I dun knw. I will ask him next week.a haha.
19.(Will you woo no.3?) no. cause he is already MINE le.. muhahaha
20.(How about no.7?) nonono.. she got bf le.. haha.. a pretty good bf too.
21.(Is no.4 single?)nope. Got a bf le. Haha,
22.(What's the surname of no.5?) ... shit. Malay leh. I duno. Sry farhan..
23.(What's the hobby of no.4?) mmm… not very sure. ahah.
24.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) Nope .. not at all. Cause they do not know each other.
25.(Where is no.2 studying at?) RP.
26.(Talk something casually about no.1) wo ke yi.. my emo partner. A good listener
27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) nope.. :X!
28.(Where does no.9 live at?) jurongggg..
29.(What color does no.4 like?) green??
30.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) hmm.. alright la. both of them are from the same class so.. alright la.
31.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) I dunno.. cause they do not know each other.
32.(How do you get to know no.2?) my e25j classmates.

33.(Does no.1 have any pets?) no, I don’t think so..
34.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) hahaha.. yea.. : ))

17/08/2007

Clive’s lesson had finally come to an end. I will definitely be missing him because I think him worth my missing. I had UT that day, it was alright. I try to wear something new, it’s quite alright though. Dear dear and I brought to watch the fireworks. We had some miscommunication when we reached there. We bought our food and sat down at the river side. We waited for hours and we spent our time fighting and smiling, eating and laughing. Finally 9pm sharp, everyone became so tense because we have no idea what time it is going to start because the time had past 9pm. And soon there the fireworks go….

It was so nice and I felt so blessed that dear was there with me once again to watch with me. Watching the fireworks with your loved ones, and hugging each other was really great. It’s so romantic. J

Fireworks come in all shapes including heart shape.

The firework on Friday night is from SPAIN. Thanks dear for bringing me to watch the fireworks. I told myself that no matter what I will be coming tomorrow even if dear is not coming.

=)

18/08/2007

I meet my dear Miao ling at toa payoh at around 5pm to have our dinner and set off to watch the fireworks. When we are boarding the train, dear called saying that he will be watching with his mother. So we met and the four of us when to watch fireworks together. (: dear when to get his food and in the meantime I brought Miao and his mother to find a good spot to view the fireworks. I managed to find back the place where I and dear sat on Friday because it was a very good view. (: I had some chit –chat here and there with his mother and Miao. I really enjoyed myself yesterday; the firework was great as well. On Friday, I managed to see heart shape, and today I managed to see flower pattern.

We had a hard time getting out of the place, dear went home with his mother. Miao and I went to hang out a while and chit chats. MIAO LING!! We got to watch fireworks AGAIN!! Haha. YOU ARE VERY HAPPY RIGHT??? Haha..

Anyway there’s nothing much to blog le. There is something that I am worried about, but time will tell. Dear will always be there to support me, and I know it for sure. Thanks dear. (:

~~lailai, yanyan love youuuu~~

记得

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后 谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口 过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救 亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由 谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦 谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口 过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

Zhang Hui Mei 张惠妹----

vex.

I went to swim with deardear today. *thank for accompanying me. When to toa payoh central and had a meal and went home after that. Nothing much.

I also do not know what to blog. is it nice to celebrate national day and etc with family ? friends? bf/gf? I don't know. I'm just being bored.

Anyway, rachel wong , you got to work hard and all the best for your EXAM.. joyci miss yu very much.. =) JIA YOU JIA YOU !! * i know you might not know about this blog but i hope yu will yeayea.. come to this blog =) ..

smile ..

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

You Are 40% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier. Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

How Happy Are You?

OMG. I am shocked about this test .. wo de tian . I want to be happy. (:

You Are Very Mature

Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult. And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't!

Are You Immature?

I am mature. So stop saying me inmature. ahhaha. =)

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship. Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild. Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac. Tips for the future: Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you. Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing. Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first. Best color to attract mate: Aqua Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

hey people..

I had just created the friendship test.

go to the gallery to do my friendship test !!! GO GO GO!!

:)


smile...

Random enrty

I start to wonder, am I really wasting my time and life. What do I expected from this life and why am I wasting every minute and seconds doing things that are meaningless. But I also believe that there is nothing call meaningless. So yea, I think that I am not wasting my time and life.

A lot of things/people come and go. I have experience it twice in my lifetime so far, though its hurts but I still have to accept the fact. I live for whom? I live for my friends, parents or myself. But I know what I want to live for what reasons. I want to make people happy. I know a lot of people might be thinking, I am a girl which is emotionally unstable how it is possible for me to make people happy. But I really want, I do not know when I am able to do it but I know I will be able to be one someday.

You do care for your friends a lot don’t you? You are willing to sacrifice your time to allow others to relax while you are stressing yourself to do all those stuffs. Sometime you reveal your real self unknowingly to me, but I didn’t know at that point of time and thus …. I know it now; I will try to handle it well. But don’t you think you are trying too hard sometime, though I do not know the real reason behind it, I will always be there no matter what.

Making someone happy is easy or difficult? I realize that people who we do not know tend to make people happy easier. I do not know the reason why but I find it very interesting.

I came across these words~~~

Remember the five simple rules to be happy

- free your heart from hatred

-free your mind from worries

-lives simply

-give more

-expect less

That's all. Stay happy everyone. (:

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

I was pretty bored since yesterday evening until now. The sun was great today, but too bad I didn’t went to swim.

I come about to read the Chinese newspaper, I saw this article with regards a Australia family. The mother just gave birth to the 17^th baby. I was shocked and still it amusing. Don’t you think so? I told my mum about this news. She said as long as the family want to have baby, they can have lots and lots of babies. I am really happy for the family though I don’t know them. (: I’m happy for them.

I slept for so many hours today. I woke up at 10 plus because my two loves called me, when back to sleep till 2pm when dear msg me. I read newspaper, watch tv and helped my mum with the dinner.

My sister is not coming home this week , sian-ed. *haha. NO dry swimming and etc. No wander I’m so bored.

That’s all.

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

Please read the rules first : Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end you need to choose 6 people to tagged and list their names.

1. I can feel hungry but i do not know what to eat and in the end i don't feel like eating
2. I always think that i am growing fat everyday. =X
3. Asking deardear if he love me everyday. *hahahha..=?
4. Reaching school early but not going up to class early and ending up late for class
5.I like to listen to emo songs when i know they can make me cry
6. I know i will get sad/hurt when i see something, but i will still choose to see.

people i wan them to dooo....
1. Dina
2.Cheryl
3.Spence(dear)
4. farhan
5.Xue Ying
6.Chey wei

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Didnt go in class today. was having a bad headache when i'm at woodland interchange. Yawn.

=(

shall update later. :)

Random entry..

My mind starts to run wild. I do not have any idea why. humans are very cute. Knowing that there is a chance that you will get hurt, you still choose to go for it. FUNNY? Or STUPID?

I miss hanging out with my friends. I miss the fun I used to have with them. I can no longer find them back.. There are a lot of things that is needed to sacrifice so as to work things out. There is no need to tell people, no need to show off to people, because I believe in justice. BUT sometime when things go over the existing limit noise will be create. Asking where the justice has goes and etc.

But after sometime, I will eventually think that it’s actually alright.

Open one eye close one eye will help in solving problem? I think so. Sometime it’s good to be stupid.

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