BOO.. : (

Today wasn’t a good day for me, early in the morning I’m already feeling emo. Came to know that today’s science lesson wasn’t easy, “firefly “. I really got a hard time figuring out and understand about it. After lesson, I was sort of relaxed. Just now I went for RP band, it’s cool. I’m glad that I managed to get the feel back of playing. Lots of things appeared in my mind when I’m playing. How I wish the conductor is Mr. Tan, how I wish you were behind me playing your instrument, how I wish your powerful sound wake me up during band practice and how I wish you were there to make comments and chat with me after band and etc, how I wish, how I wish, there too much how I wish to happen. *Nah. It’s all past memories. Well, after band I went home. Yea. Oh , after today , I believe that there will be more people reading my blog . Well, thanks for reading and yea ENJOY!!
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** Well, my current feeling now; very sad, the reason why, I also don’t know. I just feel like letting go, I can’t hold on anymore. I really tried very hard, I really did. What I had done to myself had already caused myself to hurt so much. I can’t take it no more. **

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well , I'm currently in the class . I just ended by enterprise skill module. The faciliatator is SUPER cute today *opp. He wear specs and tall. *haha He remind me of YOU. *haiz .Today when i entered the class this morning , the moment i saw this facilitator i was shocked . Ms julia is sick ! Today, i took the early bus (instead of the 7.55 , i took the 7.35 ). When i'm on the bus , it seem like a lot of things came to my mind. And so when i reached the class, lesson started. ALAN and minky left for SYF at 10.30am (the second meeting) , and so the team is down to three people. Apparently the team was not too bad , we managed to do our powerpoint slides and understand the whole lesson. I quite bothered with certain things , just that i could not find the right person and the right time to say out . *haiz . i think that simply for tody happening.





** I still need time. TIME . Decieve myself , isnt i hurting to myself . But i do not have a choice ! but maybe to others people i do have a lot lot of choices , just that I chose this choice , so i cant blame anyone Which what i am doing now . Not blaming anyone , i only blame myself. *yea yea**
im alright noww.. smile :)

smile :)

Hey.. I’m sorry that I didn’t manage to blog for the past few days. There seem to be too much happening for the past few days. I am very trouble and down for the past few days. I don’t want to talk about the problem. I just can conclude that “treat all your friends seriously and be true to them they will get HURT when they know that they are being deceived” .This few days, I’m really very tired and emotional. On Friday, I went to city harvest with Desmond and a few of my classmates. After that, he drove us (me and Miao) to East Coast Park as my secondary classmate had organized a BBQ for us to have a gathering. I’m sorry to say that the BBQ is slightly boring. Overall, sort of a successful bbq though. * thumb up.. On sat, I and some of my secondary school friends went for Miao ling’s house warming. It was fun and tiring. Today is SUNDAY! I’m going out for breakfast soon. I have thought swimming later, but the weather currently is not sunny.

** If you don’t treat your friends truthfully, please do not expect them to treat you truthfully in return as well. You wouldn’t understand how they feel when they found out that they are being deceived. It’s really hurts, the pain in which words are unable to describe. Why must you do this to your friend? Why would you want to see your friend in pain and upset their mood? I really don’t know what your real motive. You seem to be so harmless but yet your action is worst den no one. I really have no comments on what you had done. We are friends, aren’t we? Why you choose me? Why you chose to hurt me? There is many people out there, why me? Knowing that I treat friends seriously, and you are using my weak point! IS this the reason why you had chosen me? I really hate LIAR! I really can’t take it when I know I’m being deceived. Who like being deceived? Moreover, I had to discover myself. But I thanks god that I discover myself then I was told by friends that you had deceived me. I wouldn’t blame anyone, I was wrong all along, I only blame myself. So some words to YOU! I don’t blame you, maybe it fated , I don’t blame you for deceiving me , I believe that there is always some reason behind everything that had happened . Is just a matter of to know or not to know! For now I chose not to know because I’m afraid of getting hurt from you again. I am going to get over it; I believe that I will get to know the reason behind what had happened. I’m all alright currently. So smile :) **

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i am being deceived. i got no comments. im feeling down. really cant blog.

pleasant day =)

Today was a pleasant day for me. When I am going to school this morning, the weather was so cold and windy. That’s because it going to rain heavy. I quicken my foot step and move toward the direction of my bus stop. When I reached the bus stop , a 238 bus staying stationary at the bus stop which I also don’t know why .I didn’t run for the bus instead I slower my foot step . In the meantime, there is another 238 following behind it. I was feeling great at that moment of time. *haha. So I board the second 238 instead of the first 238. Immediately when I board the bus, it started to rain. I felt so relive. I am neither early nor late to meet my friend in the MRT. When the train is stopping at bishan the rain was so heavy. But when the train stops at woodland (where I’m supposed to alight) it wasn’t raining here. I was shock and surprise, but good things doesn’t last. The moment I met my friends, it started to rain heavy. *no comments. The whole group of us decided to travel to school by bus from the interchange to RP, but we didn’t because there were too much people at the stand waiting for the bus (from interchange to RP) {they aren’t stupid ar } . Then we change our decision to cab, there were a lot of people at the taxi stand too. At the end, we decided to go RP by walking. Without any vehicle, but using our legs. We weren’t really late for class, just slightly late. Today we had UT, I started my UT a bit later compare to the others. But everything wasn’t too bad, I guess. After UT, we started our lesson for the day. The period of time in the class was quite alright. Not much things went wrong. Until now, I believe that my day for today will be quite pleasant. Now I am wondering, if I am meeting RUS a not. I shall stop here today.

** Human are just indecisive. I really no comments man. Haiz. **

i thought .. I THOUGHT ! but ..

well well well.. Today wasn't really happy day for me. Today is the first day of the brand new term. I didn't manage to perform well in class today . BOO.. I was so lost for the day . I hope tomorrow my day will be much much better . I went home quite late today,feeling very emo while i'm going home. By right , I'm meeting RUS at toa payoh interchange to pass him his watch. But he called me and said that he is still at andy house and want to meet me tomorow instead of today. I was so ''no comments '' then I replied OK . When I'm on my way back home taking 238 bus , I felt so down. So i sat for one whole round then I alight . When I'm suppose to alight at the bustop that is just 2 stops away from the interchange but instead of alighting there I sat for one big whole and end up alighting at the opposite of the bustop. I was feeling very sleepy on the bus, i also fell asleep in the bus. I reach home around 6 plus going 7pm. I had my dinner then quickly do my RJ and yeah. That all for the day, hope my day will be much much better TOMORROw !! =)

fATE :)

IM BACK !!!@@!!

Hey, It been real long that I had been blogging .I’m in RP now , I really didn’t expect myself to land in RP . Thankful to god, I came to this class ‘’W16F ‘’ that bring colours to my life in RP. But there tend to have certain things that affected my mood and self. Not to mention it here but just saying for the sake of saying. I had been struggling in RP; i bet none of my friends believe. But for my close friends they will know about it as I had been complaining about my studies in RP to them quite often; whenever I face problems and feeling discourage. Thanks you guys for being there for me and trying all ought to encouraging me and telling me to look at the positive sides and so on. Serious speaking, actually I am struggling every single day of my life in RP. Stress on getting good grades everyday and my mood for the day. It really deeply affects the performance I had for the day. I had chosen this path for my life already so I shouldn’t be regretting and complaining about it but to try my best to do well for the three years and achieve something great and at the end of my third year. It is easy for me to type the above sentence, ya? *haha. How about making that sentence come true? Well, I suppose that is a tough job but nevertheless I’m going to give up so easily. TAKE MY WORDS *haha. I really don’t know. Perhaps time is all I need. There are too much things happening around me that don’t allow me to catch a breath. I think it is enough of my complaining.
Other then my life in RP stressful, my life other RP is NICE. Now I had been meeting up with my sec school classmates quite often. I’m so glad that they didn’t forget me. *smile .I thinks I shall end here. Blog again soon.. =)