uh uh

well well well.. No work today. Soon it is going to be 2007, a brand new year.

We had just send away the ' Christmas ' and now we are going to welcome 'New year'.
Unlike last year going for count down and watch fireworks, i think this year i might spend it at home or at the pool. *haha.
I just had my dinner. *yummy.

To All,
Treasure those whom you love, family, friends or who so ever. Love them and cherish them. We all know that Time wait for no man. We wouldn't what is going to happen the next min or perhaps the next sec. Happening in life(illness,accident,natural disasterand etc) are unpredictable, so why bother so much. Just treasure the time while you are with your love ones and yea.

Love your love ones to the fullest and leave with any regrets.
that would mean
In order not to leave with regrets , love your love ones to the fullest now.

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

watever

... .... I shouldn't have view it as i knew that it wouldn't be something good or what i wish to be. Not worth while uh ? I'm really shocked. No longer afraid uh ? having thought that it's ok already ? WHY WHY WHY ? what if my reply was, i am sad to see that , you should still feel afraid.
boooohooooo.. why is it so. whatever it is. are all these my selfish thoughts ? haiz..

Nothing worth for me to blog now. i find it meaningless out of a sudden. MAYBE..

tml ?

the day after tml ?

i will have things to blog.

i thought .. i thought .. but i was wrong ..


~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

i love him

~22/12/06~
Our RPWS concert was held in VCH, It was great and well done. After our concert, we had a gift exchange within the band. The band went to had dinner after that at mac. At around 7pm, we all gather at the VCH to watch another concert. The concert was not bad, those solo players were great. *clap clap clap. After that we went back to RP, and went home after that. Yea. *dear was so handsome that day .. : )
~24/12/06~
Today is christmas eve. YEAH.. I had a great day with deardear today. He gave me a very big surprise, I just couldn't use words to describe it. We went to eat , follow by exchanging of present and we went to play a machine( the wan that will drop a lot of sweets that type) den we got our ring. Today is our 5 month anni!! I love him , I love him. *hahaha.

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

fg

haiz. I am feeling kind of moody now. Lots of things to say, complain, ask and nag.

people out there PLEASE be more considerate, can you? STOP asking and asking NONE STOP, it is really irriating. I have my reasons. I don't know if you all know this, i always believe that ' when someone say or do something, there is sure some reason why he/she make that comment or do that action.' I have three things in my mind and to be true i just want these three things to live in my mind for the time being. UNDERSTAND ?? stop all the rubbish! No time, no mood ! if you don't believe me and don't understand me, then take me as a unreasonable person and selfish person.

These few days, i discovered a lot of bad people. INconsidered, IRriating,RUde. Why on earth, there are such people. Or is it there are already people who are like this long ago, just that i didn't realised ??

Working was alright, there tend to be some 'bad' and 'good' people. Well, it doesn't matter actually. well..well..well..

Band was so far so good. Concert is on 22nd, having band practice very often. ALL the best ba.

Haiz. I'm sorry that i didn't wrote any good things in this entry . But thats what in my mind now.


~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

=)

SSSMILE .... JOYCI is STRONG...



positive ... positive ...




~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

sian

Today is tuesday! On the way to school, my right leg hurts . Its the muscle that cause me to walk like a cripple. I did not know the reason why. While walking, after walking a few steps i stopped and press my leg and continued to walk and stopped again. Just now on the way back, it is also the same. *haiz. I hope tomorrow i will be alright, otherwise i don't think i will be able to go for my class chalet. I went for band practice today, it was alright and i feel that i got the feel back. *remind me of you, just that you can play much better, you sit straight and etc.* ahh forget it. *haha. I like miss dear dear many many. We didn't meet for 2 days le. :( :( *ahhhhh. dear are you missing me just like how i miss you ?? lailai caught a cold, yanyan worried. deardear got to be alright ar?? *pray
i don't know what to blog already. haiz.z

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

yeayea

It been such a long time that i didn't update my entries. There are quite a number of things that had happened. Firstly, i found a job. I started working for 3 days at true yoga. It was a very interesting experience and so far so good. Secondly, I am not having enough sleep for the past few days, due to the working hours. Thirdly, I had not been attending band practice often and i got to do something about it. So i will be going tomorrow. Fourth, i went to hui chalet yesterday, i had great fun. Fifth, I am starting to get a bit 'chicken backside' . Having all the negative thoughts, joyci !! wake up.
Finally, i got a chance to rest at home. Christmas is coming and yea yea yea ..

*i just find it very uncomfortable. eee can you like asjkdaksjd. I really do not know you man. they can i cannot? what shit is that? dscsdjcilfjalc.*

yawn, deardear is working now. yanyan miss miss. *haha.. *smile.. : )

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~

=)

12 Things Guys Want Girls to Know!!

• Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
• Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.
• If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
• We never shave our legs. So get over it.
• NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............
• When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
• You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.
• We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
• Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
• PMS is not an excuse.
• NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
• And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

Above are what I find that seem to be quite true!! hahaha.. : )
I'm currently having science lesson. It was alright and believe a not we are ending lesson soon. The time now is only 309pm. Early uh ?? *haha. i will blog at a later time.

smile.

Today is sunday; family day. Sad to say that my cough is getting bad to worst. Early in morning, i wouldn't wish to talk cause my throat hurts. Now i guess i'm having flu as well. However, i'm still strong. I am not able to use my laptop at home anymore. * : ( . I wonder why my internet connection is unable to connect to any of the wireless around my house, even it is able to connect it does not allow me to access to the internet and msn. *boohoo. Guess i have to make a trip down to the IT help desk on mon. *wish me luck.*haha. It seriously boring that i cannot use my laptop to chat, suft net,blog and etc. Thank god that my sister allow me to use the desktop awhile to blog and suft net.
This morning i went to had breakfast with my family as usual at bishan. After that, i went home to change and went to temple with my mother and sister. Later on we will be having dinner outside.*haha. deardear is working now. believe it a not , im not writing for the sake of writing but writing how i really feel now which is ' missing him ' . *smile. i will give him a msg later , yeayea. The weather this weekend wasn't as good as the last weekend. The sun is not there and i cannot go swimming. *:(.
About yesterday, by right i am staying at home for the whole day to rest. However, we were asked if we want to go the national library to do the something to get our CE points. So i met deardear at his house area bustop and we took bus to the national library. Deardear bought me a drink and, he was so confident that i will like the flavor and he was right, indeed i like the flavor. *haha. When we reached the national library we saw huihui and her friends. I forgot to inform wong that i am going. I'm sorry wongwong. * :( After that, deardear and me went up to the national library to walk walk and used their computer which cause us one dollar for 33 mins.
After that, we went back to toa payoh to eat and chat. I decided to walk home and so is my deardear. We went to the nearby playground to play. It was nice. *childish deardear and me. We went to buy 2 ice-cream to eat while we are walking home.
I had a great day with deardear. *muacks.
I'm missing you now deardear. lovelove.

~~lailai , yanyan love youuu~~