Monday, September 26, 2005

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It been quite sometime that i didnt blog.This period of time is really torturing me. I am still having prelim at this period of time. i just took my Geography paper , i don't wish to make any comment about the paper. Over the past few days , it really tough for me. Certain people might not be able to feel it , but i think i am under some stress that normal people would not understand. I do really hope that i can do well for my prelim and get a total points of less than 20 . You can say that i am stupid because it just a prelim why take it so seriously. I know all these , i m not that stupid. But i want to try my best to do well and get in the first three month in JC. The day before yesterday i asked my dad asking him wat would happen if i cant make it to the first three month. His respond was he think i can even do better than my sis (currently in JC , Year 2) , because he saw me staying up late and study . I do agree that i stay up late and study but i am afraid that my effort might jus wash down the drain meaning getting bad result. I wish that my effort do paid off. That one thing , the other matter i cant commment much, but wat i can say is that i am totally disspointed about wat had happen . tt all.. Yesterday when i am taking a break while i am revising geo , i took out my autograph book . I flipped through , when i fliped till that particular page and read the message that you wrote for me i feel so glad and touch ,but when i am back from the reality . I was sad , You didnt keep your promise you ask mi not to forget you yet you forget me. How can you do that to me ? Haiz.. that all i want to say . wait One more thing.. i want to say is I THANK YOU!! muacks .. 47..

Monday, September 05, 2005

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wow.. It really been a long time time that i didnt blog. I had been busy preparing a lot of things ( not including studies ) . I had been physically and mentally tired for the past few days. I did something that i shouldnt those days , i am really sorry about that . I am going to start studying soon but everytime i tell myself this , i would sure have my own reason for slacking. I am very scare that i wouldnt be able to achieve my target . I wouldnt not let all those reason get over my mind and make me slack. I actually got to know this friend from other school band. A great friend that i had make , understanding and friendly. I do hope we can forever be good friends. i gtg.. i will write whenever i am free. Bye