Suddenly feeling

I suddenly feel like writing so here am i . I recalled , actually i really admire this person . This person actually had the guts to not reply people , not connecting people . Even when that the person know that there is someone out there whom really need his/her help badly , and this person can choose not to bother and jus get on wiith his/her life with no worries .Ever since you make the promise you must make sure that you are able to make your promise happen. There is once i went to told my friend about this particular person , my friend asked me to forget him/her and just get to my own life and have no worries just him/her. I do wish to , but i cant. i don't know why and what happen to myself. My friend asked me to throw away all the things that related to him/her. True to say , lots of things in my house do have a little memory in it that had him/her , indirectly and directly. He/She bought me to have heart in the world of heaven.. He/She make me really found out what i really like and what i don't . I do hate him/her for the heartless action , but while i do hope that our friendship doesnt end in such way that i hate him/her. I just have to bear with all his/her heartless action that had hurt me directly and indirectly , and keep all those really good memories in my heart forever . Thanks for giving me such a memorable days. Thanks.. -JOy